Always hurt

Dropped Jeremy off to mom and dad on Thursday so I could take my math test on friday. He wound up staying there until Monday. I didn't feel like getting him on Saturday and Sunday was a pain in the ass because of hockey. The back has been hurting when I've been in the car for more than 30 minutes. Holly and I didn't really do anything during that time, except go out to the dinner the one night. The food was decent and the dinner was nicer than I thought it would be inside. I really wanted to play racquetball with Chris on Monday so Holly let Jeremy stay home that day. Went back to mom and dad's on Monday to play racquetball and eat dinner. I beat Chris in racquetball. It was definitely fun to play again. The bottom of my foot turned into blisters afterwards and was limping around on that for a day but they healed quicker than I thought. Went back to mom's on Friday to get the tattoo. We called Ronnie and he was at the convention in Scranton. Decided to go down there. I didn't really like how the convention was set up. The people would display their art and showed off tattoos they did but you couldn't really see what they could do. Had trouble finding Ronnie there so dad could get his tiger colored in. I found a tattoo I liked and was ready to get it but the guy had an appointment which pissed me off. I tried him about an hour later as we would've waited for him but he still hadn't even started the kid because he ran into some kind of trouble. Went back to mom and dad's, ate dinner and left to go home. hit traffic right before the gate and was stuck there for like 15 minutes. Turned around on the grass and went back to moms. A rapist with warrants had trapped himself in his car and was pointing a gun at the police. Took three hours to clear the mess, by that time it was too late and stayed at moms.

Went to play racquetball with Ryan on Saturday morning. We walk in and the gun who runs it tells us there's a tournament at 10. We play two really quick games and then go to play tennis. Had to buy a cheap racket from dick's but it's good to keep in the car if I ever need it. Went to Marywood to play. It was like 37 degrees out. I really sucked at tennis, didn't volley good and lost every match like 6-0, 6-1. We played three games, at least I got out for some time. Got pulled over on echo lake for speeding but thankfully the guy just gave me a warning. 47.5 in a 35. These 35 mile zones are rubish. Boring weekend. We went to Old Country on Sunday night and the food sucked for me. There wasn't anything I really wanted there. Had the late game at hockey at 9;30 and debated whether or not to go. We got home late from Old Country and I decided to go. Get off Bartonsville exit and remember I forgot to pack my skates. Almost turn around to go home but decide to see if anyone has an extra pair. OF course not, have to rent shitty rink skates, couldn't skate well with them at all. Get hit with slapshot and am now limping. Holly wanted me to stay home from hockey and I really should have. Was all set to get tattoo yesterday and the guy tells me he can't do it for a month. I have an appointment on April 25th. Ridiculous to wait that long, after I was psyching myself up to get it.

Getting really tired of being injured all the time. My wrist still isn't 100%, as I can feel it when I twist it certain ways. Every fucking week it's something else. I haven't wanted to run on the treadmill but this just keeps me lazy and in worse shape. I would have been running at least a few days and now I'm fucking limping around. Even yesterday I would have went to mom's to play racquetball with Chris and I had to stay in the whole time. I wish I wasn't so fucking weak.

Wrist has still been giving me a problem. I took a week off weightlifting, played open hockey on Thursday. But it's still definitely hurt. I played open hockey last night with a team from Lehigh Valley. Ross invited me to play with them. He plays nearly every night of the week. Must be nice. He's been getting together the hockey team for the next session and it's a bit jangled. He didn't want Jay or Robbie, now he doesn't mind having Jay but not Robbie. I mentioned Chris to him and he said he "wasn't good enough" and i don't know if he was serious or not. The kid is a bit odd. Just been plugging along with school. Jeremy was off on Friday, had a math exam due from Wed-Fri and wanted to wait until fri to get the maximum amount of studying in. Dropped him off to my parents yesterday. Gotta pick him up tomorrow sometime. Wanted to go play racketball with Chris since I had to go to the Poconos anyway but fucking St. Patrick's day parade fucked that up. Maybe holly and i will go out to dinner or something tonight. Depends on how she feels. She's been coming home with headaches every night. Hasn't happened to her for a few months. I've been sleeping on the couch the last couple of nights. I kept her up with my snoring for a few days. I had some congestion and a sore throat, which I do still feel a bit. The couch isn't bad, a bit uncomfortable.

Just got back from taking the math test. Think I did pretty good with it. Much better than a 59. There were some problems that I don't think I put the answer in the exact way that she wanted but hopefully she won't take off too many points because I showed that I knew what I was doing. We'll see, who cares anyway. Besides that, nothing much going on. Still waiting to hear about the spring/summer ice hockey league. Winter is basically over, hopefully we don't get any more snow. There were massive rain storms yesterday and if that was snow, it would've been a disaster.

Dad is off next week and I'm going to go get a tattoo. Still don't know what I'm getting or where, but we'll see.

Getting pretty sick of school. Scored a 59 on my first math exam. HAHA. My speech class hasn't been as bad. I go in there with the "I don't give a shit" attitude and it works. Why should i care, after the work I put in the first speech. My last two speeches have been fine and the next one looks to be easy as well. Just plugging along with school. I hate it, so sick of it. Fucking useless. I started the computer class the other day and did horrible on an assignment. I can't even pretend to care. I don't know how the math, computer, and international relations classes are going to turn out. The math i should be able to conquer but international relations the teacher isn't even online. We only have like three papers for the grade and we get graded solely on comments on the message board. Don't know what I'm going to do next year and I don't know when I'm going to figure it out. I just want to try to write that stupid book. If I make it a goal and focus on it, I know it'll never get done. I don't know how to just sit here and get the work done. I don't want to be driving to ESU for a major that they don't even specialize in. The cost is also an issue i'm worried about. I don't want to spend 25-40k on school.

Life has been boring. Hurt my wrist at hockey on sunday. Got thrown out of the game last sunday. Wasn't supposed to be at the game on sunday but went anyway. I can't play next week. I wanted to go for a morning game. Four of our guys weren't there. Jay asked ryan and Keith to fill in. Thankfully only ryan could. It would be nice to play with him again. Got recruited for the team ross is putting together. They don't want jay or rob. I don't know what I want to do. I'd like to play with a new team, new guys. I always feel bad for leaving the old team and especially because jay is a friend. Maybe he won't play next session because of the kid. Still waiting on the call about ice hockey. I'm going to call them tomorrow to see what's up with it. I really want to play.